I guess I should get into detail about myself. I'm a borderline Christian but it's also a lot of buddhism. I believe in reincarnation and the idea of evolution as a creation from God. I think that God created science as an explanation, but we will continue searching for answers to all of life's questions. The closer we get to answers the sooner they will become more challenging. I have been through a lot in my life and I suffer from Panic/Anxiety disorder. This doesn't get in the way though and I do see a therapist who is trying to help me through my issues. My father passed away when I was fourteen, and I'm sort of glad that he did. But at the same time there is some angst there as there always is. I have a firm belief in therapy and trying to sort through your issues. Medicine helps so long as you attempt to find yourself without it as your crutch but as a guidance. My life revolves around music. Though I don't play any instruments, I would love to learn and find myself so clearly in love with the sound of a guitar note and the steady build up to an amazing climax of drums. I love 90's alternative the most, especially ALICE IN CHAINS and SILVERCHAIR. Grunge is such an amazing sound, I love the depth and darkness to it. I also dig MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE and such random things as TEGAN AND SARA and ANI DIFRANCO. I LOVE ANIMALS. I have been a vegetarian since November 25 of 2005, I made the choice after long deliberation and lots of research. I hate the way animals are treated before slaughter and to me it's a serious injustice. I don't come down on other people for eating meat, I'm not one of those psychos who freaks if a friend wants to stop by KFC. I'll get the mac n cheese, no biggie. But I refuse to be apart of something that in my eyes seems so wrong. iF u tYp lYk diz chances are I won't bother with you. I try to sound intelligent, I admire intelligence and beauty is something that I cherish.

alice in chains, grunge rock, 90's, music, love, romance, being insane, cats, animals, vegetarians, silverchair, my chemical romance, shopping, ebay, clothes, photography, writing, poetry, david sedaris, graphic design, movies, coffee shops

alice in chains, silverchair, my chemical romance, ani difranco, fiona apple, string quartets, grunge, rock, jerry cantrell, layne staley, daniel johns, the dissociatives, fall out boy (kinda), incubus, cursive, cky, him, 69 eyes, mae, johnny cash, fleetwood mac, grateful dead, phish, beck, brand new, bloodhound gang, catherine wheel, bush, collective soul, damien rice, crossfade, james blunt, die trying, everclear, eve 6, finch, from first to last, frou frou, hole, mad season, london after midnight, madonna, matchbox 20, melissa etheridge, the beatles, missy elliot, morningwood, pearl jam, the pixies, soundgarden, system of a down, stone temple pilots, tegan and sara, temple of the dog, the lemonheads, the spill canvas, the wallflowers, third eye blind, tlc, tori amos, weezer

matchpoint, ghost world, elizabethtown, the faculty, melissa and melissa

my name is earl, the office, american idol, the ellen show, live with regis and kelly, jay leno, conan o brien

dress your family up in cordorouy and denim, me talk pretty one day, harry potter